2002-12-27, 10:21 p.m.
NegativeZeroBass: I suppose He got bored one night and said "I want to create an entire functioning universe complete with little people to move around and live inside it!"
Honnnney B: i hate life
Honnnney B: i hate god
NegativeZeroBass: I'm sorry... I was out of place =(
Honnnney B: no sorry
im out of place
NegativeZeroBass: what makes you say that?
Honnnney B: becase im insane
Honnnney B: i cant think straight
NegativeZeroBass: wow... you just saved your parents thousands upon thousands of dollars in therapy bills...
Honnnney B: hah
Honnnney B: im seriously not normal
Honnnney B: who thinks so in depth than i?
Honnnney B: that is depressed over the very meaning of life?
Honnnney B: who gets depressed from looking at anything
NegativeZeroBass: Nitzche?
Honnnney B: who stares at the wall for minutes and then reliazes where she is
Honnnney B: im insane
Honnnney B: im fed up with life
NegativeZeroBass: He ended up saying that God didn't exist
Honnnney B: i can believe that
NegativeZeroBass: of course, he drove himself insane because he couldnt prove his own existence...
Honnnney B: why does there have to be a a way the earth and universe got here?
Honnnney B: its just here
Honnnney B: it doesnt need a creator
NegativeZeroBass: he was a bit messed up
NegativeZeroBass: do you believe that?
Honnnney B: im insane
Honnnney B: i dunno
Honnnney B: im too insane to make desicions
NegativeZeroBass: insane or confused?
Honnnney B: insane
NegativeZeroBass: Mel, I don't think you really know what it means to be insane
Honnnney B: can you be insane and know it?
NegativeZeroBass: I understand how you feel, or at least what you're filling me in on
NegativeZeroBass: but just because you have an argument with yourself doesn't mean you're crazy
Honnnney B: im insane
NegativeZeroBass: I mean, I can understand if you're joking around and say you're insane
Honnnney B: no. im serious. im insane
NegativeZeroBass: but you're not
NegativeZeroBass: exactly. you are serious
NegativeZeroBass: you think you are
NegativeZeroBass: but you're not
NegativeZeroBass: because you know it
Honnnney B: but your not in my head
Honnnney B: my thoughts are crazy
Honnnney B: im insane
NegativeZeroBass: how are they crazy?
Honnnney B: im too insane to explain
NegativeZeroBass: well try
Honnnney B: i dont know how
NegativeZeroBass: what are you thinking right now?
Honnnney B: that i need to wash my clothes
NegativeZeroBass: ok
NegativeZeroBass: and what's so insane about that?
NegativeZeroBass: do you need to do it in blood?
Honnnney B: ...wher my benodryl is so i can goto sleep faster
Honnnney B: not all crazy people's thoughts are crazy
Honnnney B: you just missed my crazy ones
Honnnney B: you cant explain them
NegativeZeroBass: ah
NegativeZeroBass: boy. it sure makes things easy, being insane, doesn't it?
Honnnney B: no.
NegativeZeroBass: all of your problems are instantly explained away
Honnnney B: dont mock me
NegativeZeroBass: I'm not mocking you
Honnnney B: *blank stare*
Honnnney B: if im not insane, doesnt it make me kind of insane if i think im insane?
NegativeZeroBass: nice try
Honnnney B: thats a very confusing statement
Honnnney B: its contridictory
NegativeZeroBass: yep
NegativeZeroBass: Mel, I just think it's easier for you to say that you're insane than it is to really admit that you're confused about things
NegativeZeroBass: it's a great excuse, but it's not true
Honnnney B: blah. fuck it.
NegativeZeroBass: Mel, I'm sorry
Honnnney B: why are you apologzing
Honnnney B: you didnt do anythingt
NegativeZeroBass: I'm afraid you're gonna have to settle for jerk Josh tonight
Honnnney B: im fucking insane, damnit
NegativeZeroBass: and I'm telling you that you're not
am i insane?