2002-04-23, 10:10 p.m.
a fellow diaryland member that ive been reading for quite some time tried to commit suicide.
i admire her so much.
it scares me, because i thought it was suppose to be easier than that. she didnt succeed.
i almost feel bad for her. that she didnt die. because i know what its like to want to die...and how you dont care if your being selfish to the world...
Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And drugs cause cramp.
Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live.
--Dorothy Parker
*blinks*
im so tired of this life, this confusion, this roller coaster of emotions. nothing makes sense. this is so stupid. fuck you god. fuck everyone.