more weight shit
2002-06-08, 10:30 p.m.

I said I wasn't going to do it anymore. I wasn't planning on purging today, but I also wasnt planning on eating all those pretzels. Besides, ive only done it like 3 times this week. And I didnt do it so much I got stomach acid. Its not that bad because it doesnt even smell like throw up. its just like I chewed up food and spit it out. Im at 104...and that was HOPEFULLY I am 103.

I am so hungry. Feh.

My jeans are too big. I have never had my jeans be too big. I can't believe I use to fit in them. I look so fat in them and they're a little baggy. They're too big. woah.