2002-09-19, 8:18 p.m.
"*sigh*
I am going to marry ____. He is the most wonderful person in the world. If I didnt mind embarresing him, id put stuff in here.
I sign here officially. Melissa will marry ____.
Heh. With him, life is okay. Its worth living.
*dreamy sigh*
I love ____. "
"On a lighter note, I want ____. Here. With me. Holding me. Letting me know everything will be alright. I want to snuggle up to him, watch a movie, giggle, poke eachother, what not( o.O ) Heh. Feh. So far away. 39 days till I see him. Oi. "
All those feelings seem so distant....
...then..heartbreak.