2002-09-24, 10:23 p.m.
I wonder if it's all in my head.that if i see i weigh a certian amount i don't think i look as fat..but if i weigh sometihng more...i look HUGE. but do i really look any different? is it all in my head?
i wonder if i really am fat. or thin. or normal. or i don't know. no one would tell me. and i wouldn't believe anyone unless they told me i was fat...so i'm screwed anyway.
i'm just screwed up.