2001-12-20, 12:57 p.m.

Im doing good on my fast. All i've had today is a chocolate ball and 4 cheetos and half a small cup of yogurt. Im not eating anything till 9 tonight.

Im in History class right now. Were having a party type thing so im just going to chill on the computer all period.

last night, i cried myself to sleep last night. I cried for an hour

just bawling over the fact that i have to go home and over my whole crappy life. I cried for everyone hurting in the world, i cried for pain, i cried for myself. I want to die.