2002-03-25, 6:43 p.m.

im going through each day in a daze

reality is drifting away

don't know how to feel okay

begging to die today

just dying to die

please make the days go by

constantly asking why

let me journey to the sky

reaching down within

when i drag a blade across my skin

the emotions around me spin

familiar depression i fall in

my tears are drowning me in bed

waking up each day i dread

holding my limp head

to stop all the tears i shed