2002-03-25, 6:43 p.m.
im going through each day in a daze
reality is drifting away
don't know how to feel okay
begging to die today
just dying to die
please make the days go by
constantly asking why
let me journey to the sky
reaching down within
when i drag a blade across my skin
the emotions around me spin
familiar depression i fall in
my tears are drowning me in bed
waking up each day i dread
holding my limp head
to stop all the tears i shed