1 all over again
2005-03-20, 10:34 p.m.

fucking stupid greedy shitty worthless ugly good for nothing fat ass fucking moron COW.
throw away 47 days.
fucking day 1.
i'm a fucking piece of shit. and i want to strangle myself because NO ONE wants to hear me complain. NO ONE wants to look at me, you FAT FUCK UP.
I have no hope for ANYTYPE of a future.
Jump off a bridge. shoot my head off. hang myself. OD on pills. Disapear. Drive my car in a tree. WHATEVER it takes to get my worthless, stupid, hideous face off this planet.
i LAUGH at anyone, espically Julio who says I am smart or capable.
fuck THAT.