2002-12-27, 8:39 p.m.

i feel so empty. like everything is pointless. everything. writing this is pointless, cleaning my room is pointless, awaking is pointless, reading is pointless, eating is pointless, showering is pointless, sleeping is--- not pointless. I think i shall go do that after i babble in my pointless diary. sleeping is the best escape ever. so is benodryl, becauae when you cant you use your escape, benodryl knocks you out. im hungry. damnit i havent ate all day i will not break this till tommorow morning.

im leaving.