2002-05-29, 7:08 p.m.

102. tired. empty stomach.

saw julio today. i always hate after i see him because now i need to wait 2 more weeks till i see him again. everything feels helpless. my head hurts.

we never talk about cutting. i wanted to talk about cutting. i put my razors in the metabolite bottle he wanted to see, hopeing he'd open it. he didnt.

feh. tired.