2003-12-13, 12:51 p.m.

scale was iffy this morning, but i've hit a new low: 87 or 87.5. I wonder why my mom needs a belt for her bulging waste. She's very chubby. I wonder how I can look down at my thighs and look like this and weigh 87. Today I ate green beans and worked on christmas gifts. I was invited to the mall by the friends I haven't heard from for probably a month, but I didn't feel like getting dressed, and I thought I have a lot to do. I'm going to make cookies for the school psychologist for christmas but other then that, I'm really lonely.