2005-12-09, 8:06 a.m.

When i left Oceanaire, I had this picture of what things would be like when I got home: all the food I wanted to eat, freedom, excitement for getting a job and going back to school.
When I actually got home, it was NOT like that. I fell apart.
At home, I pictured going back to Oceanaire warm, comfortable, and friendly.
When I came back yesterday afternoon, it was and is NOT like that.
The two girls I was kind of friends with before I left have moved in with eachother and are really close. I felt left out all yesterday. I feel sad and lonely.
Greg and I talked a bit which was probably the highlight of coming back. He gave me a hug when he saw me and welcomed me back.
Time for breakfast.