numb me.
2006-06-18, 2:44 p.m.

i'm thinking about locking this again. i can't stand lectures and unwanted advice anymore. i just want an understanding ear and a place to vent.
i feel like hell. meth fixed things for about 12 hours. now i'm suicidal again. i don't even want to talk about the details of the evening. it would just sound like
blah blah meth blah blah drive forever blah blah on top of the world blah blah god stfu blah blah crash and burn blah blah what do i do with my feelings now?